watchmeturntodust

You've Made Me  and what a fickle being I seem to be Hurling rocks into the river bed,  Hoping just maybe I'll make some sort of splash Whispering secrets into the wind Stealing the drops of dew from heaven itself.    and like a bad mystery tale,I've been created to fail Dragging blades of grass against the soft underbelly of my reality   Wondering just how long it will be before it bursts out Infinity. That is our curse. Watching the flow and ebb of truth as the everyday occurrences drag us further out from the shores of what must be Shhhh.. Are you even listening? You can't possibly realize how little this ripple you've mad

She sang in sadness. a bare, empty feeling where there once was life. Deep within her. Somewhere hidden far from sight. There was hope. the one thing she thought she could get right and it failed so miserably that she thought the wind was howling with her at night mother moon feeling sympathy for the loss and she knew it wasn't her fault but the blame laid directly on her shoulders, heavier than the mountain of experiences she already carried. Her tears aren't visable unless you have felt that pain. Because the suffering isn't her own, but that of her unborn dream.

Sometimes the chalk I wrote my words in washes away and I wonder if you still know what I'd say and the things that haunt my past hold me back now. I don't mean to push you out. This quiet is reverence for a moment, this time for reflection in the broken glass of my head. The girl in there is unkind and crude and she makes the hardest time for you because she reminds me of the things I hate about me. this silence is part of me. And I don't need anything from you except your love. enfolding me in your arms and I feel like I never have to leave. Sometimes my mind moves so fast I can't sort it out and I bite the tip of my tongue as

Shhhh I think I just heard the earth inhale. And I wonder what is she holding her breath for? it's getting cold, and I'm a falling leaf just trapped in a bottle time stood still for me and you and you captured my very breath upon your lips my very voice inside your laugh Shhhhh I think the sky is whispering secrets and the moon and stars are too far away to hear. and I wonder Could those things be meant for me? My dreams of black winged gulls and butterflies and once living my life in charcole and white now the diversity of life around me catches every breath inside my throat remember when I told you you showed me what colo

I'm a liar. Stop adoring me Can't you see, I'm just so  damn filty?? I am a fake. A play. A fucked up joke. My shimmer will fade before it's really even shone. I already know exactly how this is going to go.... I am a phoney a menace. Control me. Tell me what I need to hear, even if  I know it isn't true. I only begin and end  because of YOU please let it end before everyone sees the truth... I am NOT beautiful I'm rotten I'm deseased I was never worth all this fuss and all the faith you put, in me I'm not a savior no one's christ I cannot save you, not tonight I'm just a sad excuse for what I wish I was putting on

Lip to lip barely grasping the threads to reality eye to eye skipping every other beat to a once too steady heart. finger tip to finger tip yet you hold me so tight I can't move drawing in your exhale completely intoxicated in this moment hair falling in your face your dimples leaving deep creases as a sparrow pulls your lips into a smile your ribs are pressing into me, your teeth pulling at my skin rip the fabric of the universe so that we can slide into a forever that will never end because you are teaching me that love is stronger than just me weakening falling my knees start to shake and your hands support my unstable fo

She closes her eyes. He's screaming again. She can't take a step away, waiting for the ground to greet her. Knowing how it's going to be again... Sleep, my baby. It'll all be over soon. her face hits the window, the blood might leave a streak this time guess she'll be up cleaning up after his rage all night.. Her eyes plead for mercy, but her lips never will. His so glazed with alcohol again, that he will never see his mistake not when he's getting what he wants so she bares the pain and reminds herself he loves her that's the excuse she lays her head to rest with and the glass breaks beside her the touch of his hand not ge

I can't do this anymore throwing us into the fire as we light we light by the glow of the promises you made me, by god, you promised you swore you'd never let me go... I held this heart in my hands still, I'm bleeding, ghost of you standing in my doorway Won't you desert this feeble creature? I tore out my soul for you kept it hot as hell under the covers where you were hiding the truth from me and now I'm crying because my skin still screams your name craving you as the inferno licks heavens door, beckoning us in once more I should never have fallen for my fallen angel my soothsayer, my silver tongued harlequin li

Kiss me take me by the tongue and spread my inhibitions wide on your lips softer than the silken sheets we lay in I wonder how many times this silver song has played in my head lingering doubts all put to bed as someone tells me softly this never has to end Touch me take me by the hand your fingertips inducing the sweetest sensations why does every touch feel like the fabric of the universe is tearing to leave us a place to enjoy for a while? I wonder if there is anyone better for you when I make the mistakes I always do and you assure me that there's no one to take my place and we can breathe in eternity.... remember when